duno y but im juz so tired these few days.. x(

ytd was our last guide meetin.. we stepped down. i feel no sense of happiness.. and i just feel dat my guidin life was full of regrets. i didnt achieve wat i always wanted to and hoped for. i never got wat i wanted, nvr in guides. even thou ive stepped down, and 1/2 yr have passed, i still dun wanna accept dat unbearable fact. my guidin life ended here wif tears and regrets.

the only thing is dat i made new frens and my dear buddies. i love them. i'll miss the sec3 guides, their laughter, wackiness, singin n blah blah blah. i trust them to bring up der guide company.thanks gurls for ur sweet lil gifts. i will miss all of u.. gurl, im not disappointed in you. i nvr up on you even till the very last minute. cuz i believe dat you can do it. its their lost for not choosin you, i certainly believe it dat way. in my heart, you are alr a PL. and i noe you have always kept der promise between us.

omg, Owyong will be leavin us for sooooo long.. i have to reali work hard w/o him.. but its a good thg dat i still haf Daniel. hahas, he praised me today! hahas. but he was late for 1 hr larr. lols. x/ and ITS REALLY TIME TO START MUGGIN.... lols.

get well soon chicky! before your MC expires. lols. x))